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Ich war auch damals wirklich ich, aber nur in meinem Kopf

Deutschland 2023 Kurz-Experimentalfilm

I Was Really Me Even Then, but Only in My Head

Maurice compares his attitude towards life to that of an ancient vampire. The film playfully explores this image. What does that convey about the life of a 64-year-old trans man?

Shadow plays, interview texts read in the studio, and carefully researched and staged situations create a multi-faceted portrait and provide space for anger and feelings of liberation.

Source: 58. Internationale Hofer Filmtage 2024

Credits

Director

  • Julia Küllmer

Screenplay

  • Julia Küllmer

Director of photography

  • Oliver Eckert

Editing

  • Julia Küllmer

Cast

  • Maurice Saueressig

Production company

  • Julia Küllmer (Lüneburg)

Producer

  • Julia Küllmer

Alle Credits

Director

  • Julia Küllmer

Screenplay

  • Julia Küllmer

Director of photography

  • Oliver Eckert

Editing

  • Julia Küllmer

Sound

  • Timo Selengia

Cast

  • Maurice Saueressig

Production company

  • Julia Küllmer (Lüneburg)

Producer

  • Julia Küllmer

Original distributor

  • Julia Küllmer (Lüneburg)
Duration:
26 min
Format:
DCP
Video/Audio:
Farbe, Ton
Censorship/Age rating:

FSK-Prüfung (DE): 23.11.2023, 250814, ab 12 Jahre / nicht feiertagsfrei

Screening:

Uraufführung (DE): 23.10.2024, Hof, Internationale Filmtage

Titles

Additional titles
  • Originaltitel (DE) Ich war auch damals wirklich ich, aber nur in meinem Kopf
  • Weiterer Titel (eng) I Was Really Me Even Then, But Only In My Head

Versions

Original

Duration:
26 min
Format:
DCP
Video/Audio:
Farbe, Ton
Censorship/Age rating:

FSK-Prüfung (DE): 23.11.2023, 250814, ab 12 Jahre / nicht feiertagsfrei

Screening:

Uraufführung (DE): 23.10.2024, Hof, Internationale Filmtage

Awards

FBW 2025
  • Prädikat: besonders wertvoll
Nordische Filmtage Lübeck 2024
  • Lobende Erwähnung (CineStar-Preis)
Source-URL: https://www.filmportal.de/en/movie/ich-war-auch-damals-wirklich-ich-aber-nur-in-meinem-kopf_6958f94dc7774b6a9943c2d12ad9112c